When a person writes something, he or she has purposes for writing. The writer may have motivations of which he or she is unaware. The writer may also have mixed, and even contradictory, motivations for writing.
kicking butts
Any ex-smoker will tell you: It isn’t easy to quit smoking. However, anyone who has found a way to stop the cigarette crave is also proof that breaking the habit can be done. It takes a good deal of willpower and the willingness to commit yourself to a period of fighting cravings or struggling not to light a cigarette.
May 26, 2006
Pag namimis ko Daddy ko wala ako magawa, sabi ko na lang Papa God pakiyakap naman si Daddy and it always makes me feel better.
I’m Lazy
It’s surprising cause I’m actually a very athletic and active person. But when I’m at home it’s like my body shuts down and I just want to sit and do nothing all day long! I do well when I make myself daily to do lists around the house. That way I get going and motivated to have a day of actual work.
All I need is “I “ for me to say, “LOVE” for me to share it and “YOU” for me to give it.
True love can bear the longitude of waiting even it takes forever. When confused about love, follow your heart, it may not always be right, but you will have the memories to make you smile. If your head tells you one thing and your heart tells you another, before you decide, you should think first whether you have a better head or a better heart. It’s okay to kiss a fool or let the fool kiss you but never let a kiss fool you. Don’t find love, let it find you, that’s why it is called “falling in love”, you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall. Never be ashamed to show love when you feel it because what is the most painful is to love and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. Love hurts more when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts most when the person you love has no idea how you feel. To love someone is to have the courage to walk away and to let go the other one whom wishes to be free, no matter how it hurts. On the course of love, people must teach their hearts to be brave enough to let go when they realized that things are not meant to be after all. Never say “I Love You”, when you don’t care. Never talk about feelings if they are not there. Never touch a heart if you mean to break it. Never look into the eyes if you have to say a lie. And never say hello if you mean to say goodbye. For words and hearts should be handled with care, cause when words are spoken and hearts are broken is the hardest things to repair. If you love with no reason, then you are using your heart.
Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD)
Sadness
I happened to talk to my bestfriend in the mess regarding sadness. “TANGINA kasi eh, lagi na lang ganun, pinipilit ko na ngang baguhin eh” (happiness lasts for a very short time but sadness lasts for a very long time).
A line from Eric Erikson’s theory of eight stages of man. ” Teething seems to have a prototypal significance and may well be the model for the masochistic tendency to assure cruel comfort by enjoying one’s hurt whenever one is unable to prevent a significant loss”.
This is what I meant when I said that “people love being Sad “
Sadness:
One has to understand that brain is a set of chemicals and sparks, nothing else. Love and sadness are just chemicals that get released as stimulants or depressants, which we classify as emotions.
Memory: a neural pathway through which charge flows without effort.
Habit: a neural pathway through which charge flows a few times, it gets strengthened, and then whenever charge flows in the brain, it prefers these circuits. That is why it is difficult to break a habit. It requires a lot of will to build up a new circuit connection. Old habits die hard coz our brain electricity sometimes still takes the old path.
Love: a habit of looking at something or someone, in which a stimulant gets released in the brain when one encounters a habit. (This is the case when one sees a pretty girl, he feels happy, and tries to see her again and again)
FUCK LOVE
If thats the way it is, I dont want to get into it. I promised i wont ever go
down again. You got me like f*ck love, f*ck love, that’s f*cked up..f*ck it.
Confused
I’m having a hard time showing what I really feel for her and I think she is having a hard time too. We are torn between people who are equally important to us. If I choose to fight for love, then I should be prepared to face the consequences and risks associated with it. But, if I choose to follow my ahhhh over the dictate of my heart, then I also have to be prepared to lose someone I love.
Coming out can be liberating, Understand the consequences
Although people are not as closed-minded as they used to be, there is still a lot of homophobia out there in the world. If you tell one person about your sexual orientation, she may blab it to others and soon everyone in your life will know. Are you ready for that?
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I had a hell of a time convincing people I was gay—which was so annoying! First of all, you live with the fear people might find out. Then you actually have the courage to tell people and they go, ‘I don’t think you are gay’.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
